A Different Hurt

Pain's different when the same issue keeps tearing at you like a wild hound Laid with you, it's a shame this is how it all ended, came crashing down Same tears into the same tissue, I've been stuck in bed a few hours now And I hate this because I made jokes and then it came true, and now I'm the clown Like, called it but I never really would've guessed it, all this, and it taught me and I learned my lesson Can't diss, I respect you and I don't regret a Second of our time together But I, can't help feeling just a little upset, up late 'cause I haven't gotten tired yet I hate that this happened in the first place, in the worst way, wanna cry forever Wanted you forever but it was never the plan Wasn't true together, guess I was never your man Nothing new, I guess, really do understand That love can fade but how, we were holding hands Only some hours before this bomb dropped Dealing with the blast, I hope the pain stops Love is like a fire so when the rain drops Nothing but a simmer remains in that spot Hurts worse that I called it way back, joked and we played, and you'd say "Don't say that" Worse every day I rewind and playback, broken the tape and I want my day back Worsens the pain when I write to relax, ache in my heart and I break and relapse Drugged on your face, and your mind, and your place in my heart is agape and we both can see that Left three times, you're the toe in tic tac, showed me that love is as frail as ice And it's cold and it hurts when you hold too long so you're better off just never even holding it, right? Woke up giving love, doing fine, building trust and it all fell apart after just one night Grown together two years and you've heard every song that I sent now you're in a different place in my life Every field trip taken, every photo I own, every long bus ride every short walk home Every hug, every kiss, all the warmth that I miss from your touch feels fake like it's styrofoam I don't wanna go to school, I don't wanna go to work, I don't wanna go for food, feeling bad and getting worse You were always such a gift, now you've turned into my curse and I can't help but wanna dial 'till you answer the phone It's a different hurt, it's a different pain It's a different love, it's a different hate Living different lives, nothing feels the same Since you walked away It's a different look at every picture frame It's a different ache, when I hear your name It's a different scar, don't think I'll be the same Since you walked away It's a different hurt, it's a different pain It's a different love, it's a different hate Living different lives, nothing feels the same Since you walked away It's a different look at every picture frame It's a different ache, when I hear your name It's a different scar, don't think I'll be the same Since you walked away