All by Myself (feat. Amy Davis & G-Force)

How can I show you the hell that I go through When I'm alone, trapped in the dark, all by myself Cause only I know, the places where I go When I'm alone, trapped in the dark, all by myself Stuck in these lines between my pad with nowhere to go, mind going fast Often I find myself in a corner all alone, thinking out loud, am I too proud All these accomplishments just let me vent, 80 proof vodka got me bent Truth comes out when you round some friends, couple amens, that's all I need Just let me be, let me breathe, all I want is space They keep on suffocating, dark, evading art that we call rap Making contact like Warren Sapp, they call me this, they call me that But what they don't know is all the facts Like prime example, I hear comments Some positive, most negative I'm on the clock, you know what it is Time is money, hand on my biz, cancel you quick if I have to All alone in this world if I ask you, do you know what it feels to be trapped in these walls of a castle I'm the epitome of lost souls, with no goals, in a world so cold with a light bulb Right above my brain is a going think and my eyes don't blink They can't see me in the light, so what makes you think in the DarQ My vision's paired, decisions dared, I'm wishing they dared to head up shark How can I show you the hell that I go through When I'm alone, trapped in the dark, all by myself Cause only I know, the places where I go When I'm alone, trapped in the dark, all by myself They don't know what I go through, all the stress that I take in, driving me sick I'm done with cocaine and bad contracts, finding other ways to catch contact High off white, eyes on green, trying to get my kids that life they need But life ain't always so peachy when a man ain't there to provide every need Soul strung out, y'all don't understand when everything don't go according to plan Thought of another man taking my place, to the kids I breed Didn't choose that fate, I dealt with hate, I dealt with love And they say waters thicker then blood I dealt with drugs, taking my life and through that toll, I paid that price At times I feel like robbing, but would that really go an solve it And the love in my heart is throbbing, but the fear in my soul keep revolving Like a bomb I keep on ticking, ain't enough repairs to fix it All the damage, gotta own up to it, but it always seem that I'm so immune to it, so used to it Can't break these habits, if I just see it, then I gotta have it I know it's not right, forgive me what I done, I try and pray on what I've become A fallen soldier, left real numb, with nothing to eat on a plate but crumbs Second to none, your only son, Lord forgive me, here I come Darqness How can I show you, the hell that I go through, when I'm alone, trapped in the dark, all by myself Cause only I know, the places where I go, when I'm alone, trapped in the dark, all by myself Through hell and back and back and forth, until they both just close the doors They sick of me and my miseries, when I cry at night I'm physically, mentally, emotionally drained I'm tired of living, not focused on aim, main reason why I'm here today Close that chapter, start a new page I'm on my way to the pearly gates, when it open it up, it'll be the first to say Let me in, cleanse my sins, wash away my guilt from within Hope he welcomes with great arms, walking round with this great charm Around my neck be rosary beads, reason why they chose me to be