Runaway (feat. Amy Davis)

Pain inside, sometimes I feel so ashamed of my life Seems like everything will be ok. If i run away, Sometimes i run away Away Sometimes i feel like running away Now I got my life back, finally seeing clearer now Vision 2020, music's something that I'm hearing now Sky is blue, sun is out, sorta having fun right now Working hard, stay involved, don't wanna lose myself right now In my zone, all alone, third base, rounding home Walking in these foreign streets, all I ever do is roam Love my kids, glad they here, Christmas all they see this year They see I care, see no fear, they smile on me and shed a tear All I see is that my life is coming full circle Never had a time frame, never had a curfew These words do more damage than me, they don't really understand me Or stand D-A-R-Q-R-A-W, that's me Don't ask me for a penny when you know you wouldn't give it When I was dead broke and I was assed out for a phone call, you wouldn't hit me Don't need you, ain't running no more, I stand on my two feet I won't lose in defeat, I risked it all, truly Pain inside, sometimes I feel so ashamed of my life Seems like everything will be ok If i run away, Sometimes i run away Away Sometimes i feel like running away Why I paid off my debt so I could sleep good at night Got a good job, I'm in school, I made that sacrifice It's like I risked it twice with the rebirth of Christ I cleansed up my soul, now I'm thinking precise My lights on, my phone's on, no warrants for me No one strike, no two or three, no laws out for me I'm hoping my BM wanna be friends after this I'm smoking to relax, no relapse after this To crave what's hazardous, I thank God no more No runaways from demons, put a break on my flaws And everyone who said I couldn't get back up, well I got back up twice Wishing me bad luck for the hoopty to get around, but that shit fail me Man, the story of my life is what they tell me Darkness, the chapter I lived on, those pages autobiography, Mr. Raw cutting stages Pain inside, sometimes I feel so ashamed of my life Seems like everything will be ok If i run away, Sometimes i run away Away Sometimes i feel like running away If you was in my shoes, take a look and see what I would do I would always run, but the track became familiar too White lines, three lanes, couldn't stay in one For too long, I was smacked, mind, body numb Mind full of rum, body weaken by the shots Suicidal thoughts, but them children made me stop Made me want to be the prime example of a dad That superhero figure's something that I should've had A lot of people go through it, voices never heard So my voice could be the one that they hearing when they heard Turn it loud, turn it loud, I'ma make the speakers burst I'm giving you my life, not just fillers for a verse I'm the same me, don't ask me for a penny when you know you wouldn't give it When I was dead broken, I was asked out for a phone call, you wouldn't hit me Don't need you, ain't running no more, I stand on my two feet I won't lose in defeat, I've risked it all, truly