These Moments

Yes sir You lanes love pussy so much, then why you riding my dick Forward never looking back, determined never stray the path Get a win, sit back and laugh, haters they gon' feel the wrath Strategic when I move for figures, why I calculate the math I possess what they lack, the grind get heart to adapt Overcome, believe I am the only one, my journey's only just begun What I've suffered through, I wear my scars from young Keep the mind and body numb, protect mine with a loaded gun So when my moment comes, I strike with the impact of a thousand tons Simple for the non-believers, basic cause my stats will leave em Pissed off and mad with reason, you see it's the fuel that feeds em I need em, to doubt and so they see me Standing at the top, yeah I made it, was never beaten And maybe I was bad and bruised, yeah fell a time or two Count my friends on one hand, why I stand amongst the chosen few Those that really chase the dream and been through what I've been through Respect the name, respect the game and give credit where credit's due Let's get it My accomplishments I could list a decade I've been in this bitch Closed my eyes, made a wish and took the plunge despite the risk Hanging on my every word, critiquing every bar I spit Yet I'm still broke as shit, financially I'm far from rich That alone should hold itself, says more than a man with wealth Truth was never by myself, along the way I had some help Never forget the nights were scared, those days when the tears were shed Years of fear and never getting there, half the grin in bed Nervous around other spitters, doubting cause their names are bigger Questioning my own skills, inside why I couldn't figure Constantly overlooked, determined never be a quitter Made a promise to myself to shine and you's would always make me bitter Fact they there I'm not, and I spit but they hot Snakes want to scheme and plot on my character they fire shots Along the way I've lost a lot, have changed but I ain't forgot The ones that bailed they could watch, you see me now drop dead and rot You see, there's people out there that don't know me Some folks hate on the name I chose Behind my back cracking jokes, told it's okay to dream Did your best now let it go, played your cards, rested all Now you got these kids involved, take your mic Hang it up with your coat and close the closet door Selfish no, nah never, too close ain't letting go When I couldn't cope I numbed it all off, bitches sniffing lines of coke Clouded thoughts and words they spoke, so f*ck em all I cut em off Destroyed my home, making sure it was shattered till it all was lost New from junk was built different, self made and self driven Had the words but could've spit em, to paint a picture all covision Locked in with bugs an gift, they taught me how to flip it different Boxed in for days on end and couldn't leave, till songs were finished Might've put me on some game but I'm the one that really did it Encouraged me to kill the beat, my energies what made it sicker Lacking the rhythm they laughing, felt it the moment it happened I became one with darq and my shell just started cracking, this my moment