Birds Singing

Another late night falling asleep to birds singing And I can't tell if it's them or the drink that has my ears ringing I'll pick my phone up again in five minutes To see how much time has passed in five minutes And just in case on the off chance I might see your name I can't count how many hours of sleep I've lost But then again that's not your fault I just don't wanna go to sleep knowing full well that I'll wake up alone So I'll push on through the night 'til my body caves and I'm forced to lose the fight I think I'm sick it's wrong I'm right But either way I know I shouldn't be falling asleep to morning light I don't wanna live this way If I never said a word would you still be here I don't wanna live this way but I Can't get it off my mind That you're no longer even a friend And I try to move on but I can't find The will to leave behind The part of me that came to an end Another glass of whiskey with a drop of Coke in it I know that I'll regret it later when my head has started spinning 'Cos I don't even think that it's been ten minutes Since I poured the first one and now I'm beginning to get lost I feel a little better but at what cost Another Saturday evening sitting in with the telly on But I'm sure you're heading out And that's all my friends can talk about But I don't wanna set foot inside a club When there's only one person I'll be thinking of No matter who dances next to me or smiles at me Or buys me a drink I'll just drink it and leave I don't wanna dance today I'll just be dancing with my demons if I do anyway I don't wanna live this way but I Can't get it off my mind That you're no longer even a friend And I try to move on but I can't find The will to leave behind The part of me that came to an end The part of me that came to an end The part of me that came to an end End The part of me that came to an end