life of pain

Tryna put myself on track, forget my old pace Like baby When they see you try to do better, they say you're stuck up in your old ways I'm tryna heal the pain written on my face This road ain't easy, no This path ain't easy, no I be falling in and out again Falling in and out and back right again But I know these hoes, they ain't give me nada They've been stepping in my tracks like Balenciaga But I know I'm 10 toes always Cut the temptation off, bro I really gotta Get back to it Before I go lose it My killy told me "If I got it then I go and prove it" I took what you said my boy and then I speed raced Appreciate my real ones, I just got my peace straight But still tell me bro who want smoke ? Peace and loyalty inside of my life, I can't keep both Preaching what I mean, cause I pray someday that gon' switch roles Tryna heal everybody, surrounded by some sick souls Slow down my pace cause I've been living life too quick Pacing back and fourth in my head, and I might lose it But I pray I won't Lord protect me from myself I pray I don't Struggling, I'm tryna find resilience Struggling I'm tryna find my peace again Lord I'm praying if right now is really me deep in Cause I might leave these friends I think I'm knee-deep in Tryna go back to days where I felt free again Before the pain creep in And it starts seeping in So I could tell myself, some of these friends pretend And leave it up to them And you won't speak again Gotta thank JEHOVAH that it's over Gotta thank my family that I'm sober Yeah, I gotta thank the guys that I found closure Gotta thank the devil when I'm not supposed to The evil I'm exposed to He brought out the things that I'm prone to Fall back and fall back again Fall back and then we come back And again But still tell me bro who want smoke ? Peace and loyalty inside of my life, I can't keep both Preaching what I mean, cause I pray someday that gon' switch roles Tryna heal everybody, surrounded by some sick souls Slow down my pace cause I've been living life too quick Pacing back and fourth in my head, and I might lose it But I pray I won't Lord protect me from myself I pray I don't But I know these hoes, they ain't give me nada They've been stepping in my tracks like Balenciaga But I know I'm 10 toes always Cut the temptation off, bro I really gotta Get back to it Before I go lose it My killy told me "If I got it then I go and prove it" I took what you said my boy and then I speed raced Appreciate my real ones, I just got my peace straight But still tell me bro who want smoke ? Peace and loyalty inside of my life, I can't keep both Preaching what I mean, cause I pray someday that gon' switch roles Tryna heal everybody, surrounded by some sick souls Slow down my pace cause I've been living life too quick Pacing back and fourth in my head, and I might lose it But I pray I won't Lord protect me from myself I pray I don't