Sometimes

we wanted to go but we didn’t rooftop juice box happy hour any time of day soccer in the streets, hops scotch wasn’t it a simpler time blue glow box sucks in the day time sometimes i want to be somewhere i’m not sometimes i get lost in my own thoughts remember the days we came here to hang f*ck this isolation off eat out of the porch to keep the local alive we always wanted all of this downtime imposter in my own life faking it like these aren’t the good times sometimes i want to be somewhere i’m not sometimes i get lost in my own thoughts sometimes i want to be someone i’m not sometimes i am fine the alarm is ringing but I can’t put words to what is wrong discord of my daily routine remote work, awkward half way hugs obstacles to what i’m saying anxiety, fear and doubt gnawing on me sometimes i want to be somewhere i’m not sometimes i get lost in my own thoughts sometimes i want to be someone i’m not sometimes everything is fine