Somewhere and Nowhere

So how did I get here Am I lost in a dream I'm sure I had somewhere to be And people to see But now I cannot leave I'm trapped in my head again Close my eyes when I'm trying to hide I'll admit that there are times when I act like a child But a little understanding might have made it alright For a little while I can fake a smile For you Like I used to I wonder how it feels To live a life without fear Everything feels so out of reach It's all consuming me This insecurity I'm lost in my head again Close my eyes when I'm trying to hide I'll admit that there are times when I act like a child But a little understanding might have made it alright For a little while I can fake a smile For you If I choose to Got to get out of here Escape reality I don't have anywhere to be