Ques & Nashia

Somebody tell me how it's really 'posed to go What we really 'posed to know, is what we living in a show? I done seen this shit before, I done seen it 'fore it happen I been having vivid dreams, I done seen it change disaster Ain't no happily ever after, hope yo name go in the rafters Had to practice how to practice, I been talking to my pastor Got my mind working slow so I'm moving kinda faster I done seen this shit before, I done seen it 'fore it happen, tell me Yeah, I done lost my lil brother to the streets Self defense but he only seventeen I ain't seen my homegirl in some weeks Yesterday went to her balloon release It's fucked up that I even got to tell you this And I'm only telling you to better me Had to learn to let the hurt, hurt Clyde told me it'll consume ya everything, thought or decision So I'm pennin' pain with precision, somebody told me "if you gotta scab don't pick it" What if I'm picking cause I'm healing (hmm yeah) So many open wounds, I ain't never dealt with 'em Now it's hurtin' all at once and it's fuckin' with my mental Fuckin' fuckin' wit' my system, so I gotta keep my distance Keep my finger from the trigger, know you love me but I'm dealing Yeah this shit is really killing, I been sad for a minute, it's been bad since beginnings Why I ash before I hit it? Yeah symbolism of a clean slate One time for my lil nigga and sister, somebody tell me if you get me Tell me Somebody tell me if you get me Tell me, yeah