Drink the Kool (Aid)

9AM, I had a demon fucking’ calling me 1AM, I had a sneaky link calling me All my mistakes, yea’ I put them shits all on me Mom and sister, got two pretty women spoiling me Living in hell, can’t you tell Zack Morris, I was saved by the bell I wasn’t a nigga going to Yale Referred therapy, I’m trying not to yell I’m trying not to flip out, and dip out She only joking she just tryna take the piss out But my mind state takes a different route My mind state be like (ugh!) Drink the Kool-Aid, yea And feed the birds till’ they all fat, honey Drink the Rose, yea And slur the word, till’ it sounds absurd Put your hand up in the sky And look the demon in the eye Drink the Kool-Aid, yea And feed them worms 5AM, my ex is all up on my brain I wanna make amends but that shit is out my range Insecurities use to flow through my veins If you hurt a nigga feelings I would prolly’ show my fangs But I been a changed man since I’ve been quarantined Self-accountability is all a man fiend If it’s out my control, I won’t do a damn thing I just do it for myself, and my family, and my wings Flying through the earth, like a ma fucking’ crane Walking through this earth, like a ma fucking king I stop suppressing memories, embrace all my shame I embrace all the trauma, I embrace all the pain Drink the Kool-Aid, yea And feed the birds till’ they all fat, honey Drink the Rose, yea And slur the word, till’ it sounds absurd Put your hand up in the sky And look the demon in the eye Drink the Kool-Aid, yea And feed them worms (Ah-oh) And feed them worms (Ah-oh) And feed them worms Put your hand up in the sky And look the demon in the eye Drink the Kool-Aid, yea And feed the birds, till’ they all fat, honey (honey) (honey) (honey)