Petrified

There's Demons Screaming Inside my head I'm losing Pieces Of who it is I am Think I'm Petrified Squeezing Meaning Out of words That you said There's reasons I'm thinking About being dead Think I'm Petrified (Yeah, Okay) I don't wanna die But I'm feeling dead inside I made a promise to myself that I would never lie But here I am going back forth inside my head I'm feeling dread when I think of all the things you said So how the hell am I supposed to feel When I can't begin even understand what's real Cause you will lie and then you cheat and then you steal So it's gonna take more than time just to heal (Think I'm petrified) Bottles after bottles when the f*ck you gonna learn That the solution to your problems only ever causing hurt Reality hit you with a shovel so you left me the dirt Thought that this was bad enough I didn't think it could get worse But I guess I was dead ass wrong So now I have to write another sad song Cause when you in the equation it just don't add up And the way that I been stressing I just can't stay calm cause Demons Screaming Inside my head I'm losing Pieces Of who it is I am Think I'm Petrified Squeezing Meaning Out of words That you said There's reasons I'm thinking About being dead Think I'm Petrified Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh