closure (you know i mean it)

I can't go for late night walks without thinking of you I can't get you out of my mind I can't close my eyes at night without thinking of you I wish I could leave all these memories behind I hate the way you made me think I hate the way you made me drink I hate the way that you ruined my life Now when I say "I hate you" you know I mean it And when I say "I hate you" I might believe it But you're like a drug that I cannot quit But when I say "I hate you" you know I mean it You know I mean it I can't stand at my own sink without a vision of you I can't wash away all of these thoughts And I can barely leave my house Without thinking of all the times we fought I hate the way you made me think I hate the way you made me drink I hate the way that you ruined my life Now when I say "I hate you" you know I mean it And when I say "I hate you" I might believe it But you're like a drug that I cannot quit But when I say "I hate you" you know I mean it You know I mean it You know I mean it You know I mean it You know I mean it You know I mean it