GOD COMPLEX

Used to think that I was untouchable Till I saw me resting in your arms Used to think that I was on top of the world Till I had to bring myself down to ours Used to think I was so much better Better than everyone around Used to think that I'd always be happy And not so sad that I wanna drown I wrote myself a poetic narrative Asad kid without a fucking will to live The definition of a social butterfly Maybe that's why I could never keep the guy You say it's all in my head But you still put my thoughts out loud You say no fucking regrets But I won't let my walls come down You say it's not that hard To show you every piece of me You let your god complex show Now you won't miss me when I leave Used to put myself on a pedestal Higher than anybody else Used to think that I was so beautiful Now you'll catch me staring at the ground And it's all because of you and what you did to me Took away my air so that I barely breathe You say it's all in my head But you still put my thoughts out loud You say no fucking regrets But I won't let my walls come down You say it's not that hard To show you every piece of me You let your god complex show Now you won't miss me when I leave "You know, I feel like the words really speak of teenage angst So let's make this a fucking teenage angst song" I'd rather fake it till I make it, than to figure all of my shit out I'd rather be complacent, than to deal with my problems aloud I'd rather fake it till I make it, than to figure all of my shit out I'd rather be complacent, than to um, well you get the rest now You say it's all in my head But you still put my thoughts out loud You say no fucking regrets But I won't let my walls come down You say it's not that hard To show you every piece of me You let your god complex show Now you won't miss me when I leave You say it's all in my head But you still put my thoughts out loud You say no fucking regrets But I won't let my walls come down You say it's not that hard To show you every piece of me You let your god complex show Now you won't miss me when I leave