How Could You (Do This To Me)?

I could be an ice-cold hard killer I could be lost in the middle Of a bad breakup Might make-up New girl in the middle I could be a heart-break in the making I could be the one whose heart is breaking I could be lost with no hope Going down with the boat Because I keep putting holes in my own safety floats I couldn't keep my head up above the waves I could be lost with no hope Hanging from my own rope Because I'm too proud to change my old ways But you saved me from myself Caused my cold heart to melt When I danced with the darkness In love with my sin You opened up my eyes to see the mess I was in You gave me all the things I never asked you for How could you do this to me How could you do this to me Oh Lord How could you do this to me How could you do this to me Oh Lord I don't deserve your love Lord I'm not good enough to die for But you met me where I was Caught in sin and filthy Left your fold for one Joined your Spirit with me Now all my lies are clothed with truth My addictions gone I'm only craving you I don't understand what I'm supposed to do I can't comprehend how I'm close to you Now the life you promised I'm in it All the joy you promised I'm grinning Till we face to face Christ the only name My mouth will praise No kidding I could be lost with no hope Hanging from my own rope Because I'm too proud to change my old ways I could be lost with no home But you drew me in close Why you saved me Lord I'll never understand And I could be broken I could be stoned I could be living life out of control I could be hateful God only knows I could be evil in the depths of my soul I could be crooked Wicked and alone But you changed my heart You didn't leave me no How could you do this to me How could you do this to me Oh Lord How could you do this to me How could you do this to me Oh Lord How could you do this to me How could you do this to me Oh Lord How could you do this to me How could you do this to me Oh Lord