Fools Gold (feat. 93torrence)

I been straggling the fence between infidelity And loyalty with my baby there ain't no telling me Just what my future gon' look like if I slip up and cheat Temptation taking control and stripping my sanity Been paralyzed by the pressure but ain't no shame in that Got far too many regrets gon' and put the blame on that Depression got a tight grip but ain't no taming that Just gotta learn to let go and quit playing tit for tat I'm usually by my lonely not too many I can run to My baby's that exception I can always turn to Anxiety crippling my mind I need a mental break Can't seem to balance out this push and pull and give and take If you look deep inside my eyes you still won't understand Logistical viewpoints of what it takes to be a man Been through so many tribulations all part of the plan Consider you amongst the realest if I let you in I'll be forever chasing vibes if authenticity Still tryna find where I fit in and feel the most complete What type of person would I be if I accept defeat I'll never glamorize my life just for attention Disguising lies within the pride ain't my conviction Who knows what you might find if you dig deep enough All that glitters isn't gold put that on my soul I'll never glamorize my life just for attention Disguising lies within the pride ain't my conviction Who knows what you might find if you dig deep enough All that glitters isn't gold put that on my soul As of late I been giving in to divides and hate Allowing others to come in and rain on my parade These hateful vibes all around me can't get them out my face Emotional disconnections pulling me underway It's all about the journey or so I been told And less about the bogus dream my country sold I hesitate to let them in cause judgement runs too deep Who would've thought the ones I trusted would turn out so cold 93 told me to let out what's deep inside of me It's counter intuitive to hold back and think I'm free It cut me deep when they told me stick to guitar Don't try expression through singing That night I battled with my inner peace If you can rest well knowing you ain't give it all you had Then that's for you and the man in the mirror looking back But as for me I'll be plotting schemes with this pen and pad Eyes on the future no real intention of looking back I'll never glamorize my life just for attention Disguising lies within the pride ain't my conviction Who knows what you might find if you dig deep enough All that glitters isn't gold put that on my soul I'll never glamorize my life just for attention Disguising lies within the pride ain't my conviction Who knows what you might find if you dig deep enough All that glitters isn't gold put that on my soul