Regret

Yo, when you hear me spit Ion want your pity on the life I live A lot has been discovered since i grew from a kid And im still constantly learning as if im still is Look, I know it's gonna sound awkward but I feel like talking about my mistakes for once The vultures waiting to pick me apart when im done But you can never say ya boi aint never delivered lunch Bruh, to think about it, I was really dumb A pre-adolescent, i lied because i couldnt run All my lies would creep up on me, expose themselves and luckily I'd get my ass whooped and all that would be done But no, my insecurities would kick me in Untrustworthiness never landed a solid friend And at some point around that time, it really set inside my mind Puberty started, my evolution from boy to man my growth was more than just mental It came with Depressing Expectations Through my Romantic Interests Then came the desire to think a little Regardless of the fact, all of that shyt was instrumental Im still making bad decisions to this very day I never put in enough work but always down to play I know the things i need to do, but what's the phrase say The hardest advice to follow comes from inside ya brain. Aye I know that life is never smooth as silk But keep ya head up, and simply move with the groove Life aint over yet, so why be stuck in a mood There aint no point in crying over no spilled milk Look You got too much goin on to be depressed It's too much to ask you to jump up and smile You have all the right in the world to have your regrets But what is that doing for you right here and right now Look I made mistakes Invested wrong, in plenty ways I been fucked over in plenty ways I still look at my past and start regretting things And while it never helps to do so, I continue to do so Wishing my life could be redirected by a Russo And a snap of a finger would let me redo or do over But its just Deja vu, from the last time i needed closer I dont mean that to scare I say all that to tell you that I've been right there With a mind full of stress, and a heart full of regret And a soul that just wish it all was over and yet I perceived, and I need you to do the same So you can make it here And help somebody else that might need a healthy ear Full of wisdom that'll help em grow and succeed But to get to that point, gotta help your people in need I know that life is never smooth as silk But keep ya head up, and simply move with the groove Life aint over yet, so why be stuck in a mood There aint no point in crying over no spilled milk Look You got too much goin on to be depressed It's too much to ask you to jump up and smile You have all the right in the world to have your regrets But what is that doing for you right here and right now You prolly sad, you prolly angry You arent lazy, you're only jaded Exhausted at your current circumstances maybe But that aint to say that giving up is wavy Find a way to get up out your horrid position And talk to somebody thats gonna actually listen So when somebody come to you hurtin like something is missing You can enlighten them the very way that you did it I know that life is never smooth as silk But keep ya head up, and simply move with the groove Life aint over yet, so why be stuck in a mood There aint no point in crying over no spilled milk Look You got too much goin on to be depressed It's too much to ask you to jump up and smile You have all the right in the world to have your regrets But what is that doing for you right here and right now