Oxy (feat. No-uh)

You ever smelled a liver decomposing in your house? It's like a cemetery with some caskets on the couch The smell'll hurt your nostrils it's fouler than you hoes When you ain't wash your coochie in a month, f*ck you know F*ck you Joe, you the problem plaguing my fuckin' anxiety I'm scared to experiment and sticking to sobriety I've seen drugs destroy more than sanity and sanctitude My family roots grew inside a liquor pool, it's nothing new So here I sit, a poisoned vegetable, ripe for the plucking Out the garden of despicables, whole childhood Morphed and shifted by addiction, I seen the reaper face to face Asking god am I forgiven? For choices I made for safety For slanging a couple beans, for slanging some X and E While my step dad bled his spleen, f*ck It's so much drama that I think the drama comfort me My comfort zone is uncomfortability Think I'm off a little something, tell me what do you need? I pop another one baby, tell me what do you need? I think I'm off a little something baby, what do you need? Im out my head, Oxy got me drifting! If I pop a pill you bet your ass I'll get addicted My time is tick, ticking and the clock keep on shifting Im out my head, Oxy got me drifting! Okay, I woke up, think of, ways to get my drink up Pour a shot of whiskey in my tea cup Wishing I was sitting somewhere different like Ibiza Posted on the beach instead of having what I want inside my reach but I Can't have it these bad habits and damn vices Control me different the shits cancer a bad virus I just, think of different ways to get up out it so Thinking until I'm drinking then I'm spinning like a Merry-go F*ck it, baby, away we go Think you fucking with me, what the f*ck you think they pay me for? Im always looking for peace but cant find none Im always looking for signs but cant find one Think I'm off a little something, tell me what do you need? I pop another one baby, tell me what do you need? I think I'm off a little something baby, what do you need? Im out my head, Oxy got me drifting! If I pop a pill you bet your ass I'll get addicted My time is tick, ticking and the clock keep on shifting Im out my head, Oxy got me drifting!