Memory Days

What started out as forgetfulness some 5 years past Turned out to be something that's gonna last The emptiness that grows bigger by the day I regretfully say is definitely here to stay Not sure what is real in what I remember And will I still remember these in December The daily confusion that hurts my head Regularly leaves me wanting for my bed I have found to my cost of all the things I have lost I miss my memory the most I miss my memory the most Do I long for those lost memory days When looking back on earlier years Happier times where friends and families meet In black and white or colour such a pleasant feat I long for days when nothing was a chore Cooking cleaning and so much more When words would trip off the tongue Rather than struggle and get words wrong I have found to my cost of all the things I have lost I miss my memory the most I miss my memory the most