Dying Inside

Late nights, thoughts running' like a race A smile on my face, but I can't find my place Drinks in my hand, but the pain's still there Tried to drown it out, but it's hard to repair I'm good in the streets, but I'm broken inside Mask on my face, but I can't hide Still counting' the blessings, still counting' the cash But I'm haunted by demons I can't leave in the past They think I'm living', but I'm barely breathing I'm in it for now, but I'm fighting' the feeling Tell 'em I'm fine, but inside I'm reelin Told myself it's over, but I'm still dealing Think I'm dying', but I'm still alive Must be outta my mind Think I'm dying', but I'm still alive Must be outta my mind Got the money, got the fame, but still, I'm missing peace Thought I had it all, now I'm stuck in the streets I'm numb to the love, numb to the pain Got my head in the clouds, but it's all feeling plain They talking' 'bout happiness, I'm just tryna survive Stayin' up all night just to feel alive They don't know the battle when you're stuck in your head I'm living' in the moment, but I'm wishing' I'm dead They think I'm living', but I'm barely breathing I'm in it for now, but I'm fighting' the feeling Tell 'em I'm fine, but inside I'm reelin Told myself it's over, but I'm still dealing Think I'm dying', but I'm still alive Must be outta my mind Think I'm dyin', but I'm still alive Must be outta my mind And I keep falling', but I'm staying' on my grind Even when I'm broken, I don't let it define I'm caught in the fire, but I'm too proud to quit Burning' all my bridges, just to feel like I fit I'm lost in the chaos, can't get a grip But I keep moving', 'cause I know that I'm it Think I'm dying', but I'm still alive Must be outta my mind Think I'm dying', but I'm still alive Must be outta my mind. Yeah, I'm still here... but am I really living I'm outta my mind, tryna keep from slipping Maybe one day I'll make it out, maybe I won't But for now, I'm holding' on Yeah, I'm still here... but am I really living I'm outta my mind, tryna keep from slipping Maybe one day I'll make it out, maybe I won't But for now, I'm holding' on Yeah, I'm still here... but am I really living I'm outta my mind, tryna keep from slipping Maybe one day I'll make it out, maybe I won't But for now, I'm holding' on