Notions

Notions Lying in my bed, thinkin' about the words you've said I build them up inside my head Until they're too tall It happens every time I get close enough to see All the things that we could be If I would just call And I don't really know much about your history I'd rather keep it a mystery At least for now And you don't need to know everything about me Oh, the man I used to be is underground Underground But who do you, who do you love? 'Cause I'm falling faster again And tell me who you're thinking of 'Cause sometimes I feel more like a friend And I always leave so much unsaid If only you could see inside my head And it's not that I don't care, It's just that I'm so god-damn scared I've never felt this unprepared To catch a feeling And the moment that we kissed, all my notions were dismissed It was everything I've missed My mind's still reeling But who do you, who do you love? 'Cause I'm falling faster again And tell me who you're dreamin' of 'Cause sometimes I feel more like a friend And I always leave so much unsaid If only you could see inside my head So here we are at last, the future came and went so fast I've been living in my past For much too long But now it feels all right living night by summer night 'Cause sparks will quickly burn to light And then they're gone Then they're gone But who do you, who do you love? 'Cause I'm falling faster again And tell me if it's really love 'Cause sometimes it feels more like pretend And I always leave so much unsaid If only you could see inside my head