Broken (feat. DripZero)

I'm dying My depression is killing me It's not happening at once and it's not quickly But my depression is slowly killing me Oh it's there , it's there (Hey Spellz you made that beat?) Days, weeks, months can go by I feel better - Better than I ever felt before But, it's there - I can push it down To depths my mind rarely travels To places i hardly know exist But, it's there I want to tell someone but it's hard to explain I feel broken but on the outside I'm 'normal' I wear a mask and appear happy to everyone But really I've never known what happiness was I'm broken, i beg to be fixed Is it only me who can fix myself Can i be helped, can i be saved Old memories begin to flood Never the good, always the bad I dwell on the past and i fear for the future Time seems to be my greatest enemy I remain hopeful, that one day this will all go away That the bad thoughts will be a thing of the past But it's there and will always be there Man this life shit just don't seem fair And I feel so God damn unprepared Wish my pain could just go away I Wish I could just make it to another day I Wish I could just take back all my mistakes But at the end everything will be okay I could feel the pain all deep inside You can see the tears behind my eyes Feeling like something isn't right Imma take off into the night Feeling like Kal-El Kryptonite Lemme start over over right Talking that talk you got me tight You don't know a thing about my life Better keep it moving and stepping And I don't give a f*ck who you repping Cuz I carry this pole like a weapon If I miss better call it a blessing Push your luck tryna test my aggression Never know how I get through depression Take you down we ain't going to heaven Pray to God you don't know who you testing Cuz we steady and moving in silence Almost there we can see the Horizon Hit her raw they gone call me a lion We gone sneak on they ass like a virus Have you licking my boot like your highness Need a trip I might go to the islands F*ck it up we gone start an alliance We just looking for money and guidance We just looking for money and guidance We just looking for money and guidance I'm broken I beg to be fixed We just looking for money and guidance I'm broken I beg to be fixed Money - money and guidance I'm broken I beg to be fixed is it only me who can fix myself