Hide My Pain freestyle

These days its getting hard just to hide my pain They don't know the stress that's inside my brain I've been on the road tryna find my lane It feels like my emotions going down the drain I wonder if I'll ever find my heart One step forward and I press restart It's hard to see the light when you're in the dark But imma stay focused till the end Been tryna turn my L's to a win But my life has been a spin I was standing on the brim Stress had my patience running thin Life threw the punches and I took it to the chin I stand tall never slack When you chase the cheese never fall in the trap no I'm gonna make it thats a fact I told myself it's either gon' be ballin or the rap so I put that time and the grind in I came out the dirt like an uncut diamond So never hate if you see me shining Coz you dont know how long I've been climbing In 2018 i was sitting in a cell I could have done years I was saved by the bell When they freed me it felt like I came outta hell I was feeble I was frail Ask Ayke he can tell This rap ting gave me reason to be hopeful So I always gotta hold it down coz im loyal I always stay grounded got my roots in the soil I'll never share a beat or a spliff if I don't know you It's coz I gotta keep my energy in tact They say they got my back but they never called me back I've got trust issues uh That's why I always leave I can never get attached I'ts hard to say but my hearts turned black I hope I see the day I'll be back on track I pray I see the day I'll be back I said i.. (sigh) Humm hum Hum hum Oh no oh no uhh These days its getting hard just to hide my pain They don't know the stress that's inside my brain I've been on the road tryna find my lane It feels like my emotions going down the drain I wonder if I'll ever find my heart One step forward and I press restart It's hard to see the light when you're in the dark But imma stay focused till the end