save me, i think i'm drowning.

Father forgive me I been suicidal I think finally got to me The ones that pray for my demise And toss curses abundantly I woke up feeling alone The Chinese word for nature 自然 Means that which happens of itself Wake up and pray for my enemies Try to make peace with my opps I don't got no one protecting me So I gotta give the same energy Most of my niggas is dead to me But it don't feel like a loss I ask my momma to pray for me She told me God will always make a way for me This is a message to everybody who is close to me I need a remedy It gets pretty difficult tryna hold it in I think I need me some therapy Each time I do what I do I ease the pain and try to leave me a legacy As I put my blues in music Hoping someone out there finna relate to me I'm outchea panicking Give me a plan again Fake smile Tryna turn it to happiness Friends turn their back again Girlfriend is mad again Fake love Send it back man again My life is standing still Feel like a manikin Give me loyalty cause love really ain't cutting it How are you feeling? Feeling low Most my life looks kinda meaningless No day can go Without my mind asking questions like Will I stay broke Do your bros got your back or are you in this alone Delusional Most of the time I'm Feeling low And half my life been kinda meaningless No day can go Without my mind asking questions that I don't even know Save me, I think i'm drowning Drowning Oh Lord won't you please come and save us Oh Lord won't you please come and save... Tryna paint a bigger picture I don't write verses I jot scriptures about my blues My ex ain't been the same since she left me She gone rogue And I ain't been the same since she left me My heart is bruised I wasn't born toxic Pain shaped my character now it's doomed Hah I done been through pain I stay true Pray that you save me Think i'm drowning in a pool Pray you show some mercy I deserve a chance too I'm willing to change I been acting like a fool Yeah, yeah I done been through pain I stay true Pray that you save me Tink i'm drowning in a pool Pray you show some mercy I deserve a chance too Put it all on God Could give a f*ck what satan do Feeling low Most my life looks kinda meaningless No day can go Without my mind asking questions like Will I stay broke Do your bros got your back or are you in this alone Delusional Most of the time I'm Feeling low And half my life been kinda meaningless No day can go Without my mind asking questions that I don't even know Save me, I think i'm drowning Drowning