'19, Pt. 1

Felt like yesterday... we was riding around town Top down, wind blows to the crown We awoke... Each time a nigga spoke It’s a joke If you choke, then the flame will go around It was him But with him it was different cause he never cracked a smile... But this the day... this day I felt the tension I looked up and he said “listen nigga I get the feeling somethings missing nigga Like my face ain’t in the bigger picture nigga Here’s the kicker nigga Everything I do inside my head I feel I should attempt Crazy cause inside I’m a killer I can’t wipe the venom I done tried to kill it I can’t swipe the vision Struck a cord in one accord or a Honda Civic I’m tired of living When living for a price the sign is different That’s rags or riches And I been struggling, think I caught the stigma Swear this shit get realer Momma got me out quicker than silver I live in my wheels bruh Gotta eat so I steal something I’m tired of living, thinking about my life I need some healing This shit is hard, I pray to God It’s like he’s hard of hearing That’s hard to live with, the feeling you feel when made wrong decisions I got wrong intentions Past all my limits, it’s nothing else to do but pull the trigger I told you I’m a killer