'19, Pt. 2 (feat. PARKBOY Play)

Tell me why you brought so much pain? Tell me why Tell me why my thoughts ain’t the same? Why my homeboy shot himself in the brain? If you living by the gun could you die at the range? Whew!! Let me breathe Before I say something that I’m gonna regret That’s why I say nothing when I get upset Think it’s time to confess, I been living but I’m dealing with death Whew!! Y’all don’t hear me I’m yelling DON’T PUSH ME!! Cause I’m close to the edge How the hell you can’t sleep in your bed? I see demons chasing demons and they be in my head I swear they be in my head I swear I’m seeing all red I swear I’m seeing your text Why I leave you on read I don’t know... but I know that I be fighting myself Yeah it’s bad for my health But I could care less F*ck the blame I don’t really care who did it It’s a-shame you ain’t know how I been living Tell me what’s to gain from the way of cost to living? The people who are main don’t even pay attention How to keep sane tell me where am I beginning? Don’t even know my name I don’t even care to mention Can’t make it through the rain I been feeling all this tension Tell me where to aim and I swear that I’m gonna end it An this is the beginnin Everyone I learn from sin everyday so we pray till we finished (Wait) None a ya business You talk about my life to much Now you tellin me I write to much I do this for days when I feel it might get tough If you feel a way a tonight then yo life is up Cause you feelin right shorty spend the night so what What you feel inside sharp as a knife could cut Woah Now you got me going crazy No Shorty wanna have a baby But I can’t do it Cause I been workin tryna save Tryna make my music An if somebody take away Then i just might lose it Cause if got noway dat I could express myself Forget my health I’m gone because I aint movin An if I came to it I would die Just so I could feel alive In the sky as the rain movin