Demons

I just lost the fight I put 42 on myself and I died And I hate myself for wasting all this time I just went back home I never should've tried I think love is now dependent on my life Couldn't tell a girl I loved her if I tried It's all the same to me 'cause she'll never be mine I'll be by myself for my entire life Love is something I know I will never find Love is fake only hate in my mind Heart is cold take control of my life I can't say it 'cause I know that it's a lie But I hate to keep these demons in my mind I know that she doesn't love me I hurt myself once again for trying Countless hours in my bedroom crying Demons in my mind I'm always fighting Check the box Make the rhyme I don't really wanna die Demons inside of my mind she will never become mine Love is fake only hate in my life I can't stay I will throw my love away She don't like me I am sure that she will never love me Cock the 40 in my tights I'm about to take my life I just said my last goodbyes I just lost the fight I put 42 on myself and I died And I hate myself for wasting all this time I just went back home I never should've tried I think love is now dependent on my life Couldn't tell a girl I loved her if I tried It's all the same to me 'cause she'll never be mine I'll be by myself for my entire life Love is something I know I will never find Love is fake only hate in my mind Heart is cold take control of my life I can't say it 'cause I know that it's a lie But I hate to keep these demons in my mind I know that she doesn't love me I hurt myself once again for trying Countless hours in my bedroom crying Demons in my mind I'm always fighting