Show Me

If you really care about it then just show me I went back to 4th grade wrote myself a story Love is pitiful it feels like elementary Always hypocritical like sedimentary I think i'm going insane I want to change the past and make myself whole nother age I hate the way my voice sounds i'll go back and take all the pain I wish i cooler in my high school days I don't like who i am I lack confidence i never think that i can People laughin at me cause i'm not like them I don't care at all i'll beat them all in the end These days i don't have any friends There's no one i can trust enough to understand I don't wanna sacrifice my life for someone else No one cares about me so i'll do it by myself If you really care about it then just show me I went back to 4th grade wrote myself a story Love is pitiful it feels like elementary Always hypocritical like sedimentary I hate everyone that wants to fucking use me I don't want to live like this but this life chose me Didn't write the story no this story wrote me I'm not focused on the things that live outside me If you really cared about it then you'd choose me Back in 4th grade no one even fucking liked me No one loved me when i went through elementary People that i knew erode like sedimentary I wasn't going insane Only thing i had for motivation was all my pain My confidence was low because nobody knew who i was They laugh at me they know i'll be on top they'll stand in the rain