Open Letter/Overdose

Niggas be capping in raps Play their songs, Imma nap I never needed a friend Been by myself and I'm glad Had their back, but they stabbed Took what they needed and left Did what they had to and ran Don't ever bet on a friend These people think that they know me That made them think that they own me But they never paid what they owe me It's funny 'cause that left me lonely Can't speak on people no longer on my side I've had enough now it's time to cut ties Give me my roses while I'm still alive Bitches be capping on some IG live I think these bitches were talking about rounds Talking 'bout how they can last through the night I gave her one and she had to tap out They kiss and tell 'cause they fucking for clout So if someone knows, then you know Imma bounce Don't even ask 'cause I'm sure to deny They want me to talk about some of my exes Said their side and they painted their pictures I'm the bad guy when you using their axis I kept my side 'cause I'm using my senses If you knew what I knew, then you would know how I move I never changed on nobody, I grew Niggas be capping, that shit is not new I know nobody that can fill my shoes Why you niggas snitch on my ass like crazy Niggas is snitching on my ass like crazy Snitching on my ass like mehh You niggas snitching on my ass like crazy Snitching on my ass like mehh What have I done to y'all But I... stopped looking for acceptance when I actually found myself And... understood myself And I realized that... my life is not for someone else to accept See, we look at these things like acceptance and tolerance And... we don't realize how degrading it is You're already putting yourself in a pedestal above another human being And we all are supposed to be equal I done overdosed a few xans (few xans) I'm not suicidal, I'm mad (I'm mad) All my life I had to prove myself (prove myself) And I put everyone first (everyone first) Left some niggas (Left some niggas) Going back to trenches (Project working) We want luxuries (luxuries) We want luxuries Down on my lowest, I had me some hope I put a front and I turned to a GOAT I think of hearts that I know I done broke Said I'm this person, they poking my nose They never gave me a chance to grow old My demons haunt me whenever I'm alone Told me they happy that I sold my soul I asked for help and they gave me a rope I know these people don't like me for me I never change when I get on my feels I took a xan and I went to go sleep Some of these things man I see in my dreams I opened my eyes and I could not believe All of my life I've been living a lie None of you people would cry if I die I took a xan 'cause a nigga was numb I ain't got no cash Mama said she mad I've been feeling sad All my friends don't care Overdosed a xan My life's meaningless Sometimes I want head But now I want rest I done seen the signs now, people got what they want All my people used me, I don't know no day ones I don't give no fucks now, you got to give to get some I won't prove myself, so me is what I do now So therefore, I don't need you to accept me I may want you to understand me But...as far as you accepting me That just means that I believe that you are greater than me Or I believe that you are somewhat privileged I done overdosed a few xans (few xans) I'm not suicidal, I'm mad (I'm mad) All my life I had to prove myself (prove myself) And I put everyone first (everyone first) Left some niggas (Left some niggas) Going back to trenches (Project working) We want luxuries (luxuries) We want luxuries Their thoughts don't create you You know... who you think I am, that's your business