Spilling Perfection (Unhinged Mantra)

I have seen perfection The perfection amidst waves of apathy Waves of days washing over us Fighting the desire to not even exist But spilling with whatever is available Spitting, stabbing, screaming, spiting Spitting until learning how to speak Spilling out perfectly awkward words Words that protrude at strange angles Yet still hone in on their goal Putting a smile on my face Causing sensation in my brain and lungs Stabbing until learning how to sketch Spilling every ounce of rage to eviscerate a page Tearing through guts like paper Until the blood pools into a pattern Spreading like a centerfold Bursting like a firework Screaming until learning how to sing Spilling a language that has never been planned Using syllables to form a goal Stitching frequencies to form a key And unlock the orificial door To roll out a writhing tongue Spiting until learning how to save Spilling hatred and turning red Red as a crosshair against malicious intent Stinging the hands that hurt the lotus Healing the petals, left broken and bruised Divine intervention with a touch of forgiveness These are the things that spill from our breasts Nursing anyone that we love or will listen Tending to tiny seeds That will soon supernova across the ether And bring forth tomorrow's harvest We bleed We breed and seethe and breathe perfection Not attained by the things on our face Not attained by the food on our plate Not attained by our master or lord Not attained by the sharpness of swords But bleeding through the cuts in our skin Warm and wet and spilling Powerful pistons that push through organs Breeding and strangling in the sheets Stunning contractions to spill out flesh-fruits Kinky sex will make things pure Seething with brain hemorrhages Screaming with a dying larynx We spill, and we spread out our truth Breathing in this poisoned air Hot and thick and tangible Spilling through us like a chemical Mild mirrors and dried tears Drifting softly through finite fields Oh, to merely know of an exit Beauty pours from every hole I will persist, and then I will die So here I stand, and skin myself alive Skin that will warm your ears and/or eyes For I hope that these words will tear into you Even if for only a moment or two But I stutter and swear, I-I swear that it's t-true So haligh, haligh, we try, haligh Haligh, haligh, we die, haligh Holy, holly, folly, holy Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelewd, hallelujah Rejoice, rejoice, give us a choice So celebrate, we are irate This is perfection It is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is erection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection, it is perfection Everything is! This is perfection, everything is!