Make it

This thing is killing me This ain't what you wanna see This how it's gotta be I'm changing ,can't you niggas see I'm trying to kill the industry I'm trying to reach my destiny I'm fighting all the demons Lord give me a recipe Pain getting worse This is hard work My mama said I let her down It made my heart hurt Thought about quitting They said D you bullshitting Gotta keep grinding Gotta keep them wheels spinning I'm really hurt My brother gone And now his body in the dirt I know I'm blessed but sometimes I be feeling cursed My eyes red from all this pain This shit here hurt This shit the worst Look, I'm going through All this pain I'm trying to remain sane My mama tell me calm down but I can't seem to stay Don't say you know my story Bitch, you barely know my name I'm walking through The storm alone I'm praying for better days At night I sit and stare I can't sleep no more I'm pouring liquor in my cup Can barely see no more This life shit so crazy Sometimes it make me mad Draco gone and baby Dre can't Never meet his dad Everywhere I'm paranoid I don't think I'm living right Granny told me read my bible I can't never sleep at night Im just trying to make it Don't know if I can take it Gotta be the greatest Im just trying to make it Im just trying to make it Don't know if I can take it Gotta be the greatest Im just trying to make it Looking at the sky Asking God what's his plan I know I really can't question him But I don't understand They say days get better But I feel they get worse Tired of all my family leaving I just hope we ain't cursed I know we all gotta die but Why mine gotta go first I put my pain in these song I spilled my blood on this verse Im screaming long live A.P. Man that shit was too foul They took my brother right before He even met his lil child I know the world really crazy And sometimes it get wild Just talked to baby Dre on facetime And I cracked a lil smile Im just trying to make it Don't know if I can take it Gotta be the greatest Im just trying to make it Im just trying to make it Don't know if I can take it Gotta be the greatest Im just trying to make it