Ruined

It’s that Heartbeat, heartbeat, all I need is my sleep, my sleep, I don’t dream at night won't that wake you up I got to feel it, GOD I said enough I’m feeling like, lately lately all I All I do, be feeling like the type of person who might ruin you, don't give me no love, with no GOD I'm gone ruin you, that's why I chose Lies over pain, when my mind is insane, heart for the love if my eyes would abstain, wait the heavens to shine when it rains, addiction addiction catch me if you can, I repeat these highs and lows, I suppose, I could let it go, cause I been told.... Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told, Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told, mercy is better than diamonds, So I put them outlets I'm trying on hold, pull up with people I tryna let go, it's a fight for my soul Can somebody help me find my way, devil got me thinking people mad I’m singing, I been out here tryna find all day, tell me what I’m seeking, GOD I feel I’m weakened with these eyes that’ll ruin you, all I got is lies that'll ruin you, don't give me no love, with no GOD I'm gone ruin you, that's why I chose Lies over pain, when my mind is insane, heart for the love if my eyes would abstain, wait the heavens to shine when it rains, addiction addiction catch me if you can, I repeat these highs and lows, I suppose, I could let it go, cause I been told.... Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told, Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told, mercy is better than diamonds, So I put them outlets I'm trying on hold, pull up with people I tryna let go, it's a fight for my soul