Sunshine State

Feel like I'm dying or I'm half dead anyway Too many dark days strung out in the sunshine state I was almost a kid there But I grew up fast and hard I guess you make all kinds of mistakes Before you find out who you are Feel like I'm fighting To hold onto something dear Too many friends I loved Let go when things got real One left me these secrets I've been carrying around 'Cause she said to protect 'em And I will not let her down I wish I could tell you Just how beautiful she feels I wish I could tell you I've been With her all these years I wish I could tell you She'll come back for me one day But she's in a better place And I'm stuck here In the sunshine state The sunshine state Feel like I'm lying When I say that place is home 'Cause it feels like it's keeping who I was From where I'm going I am almost a kid here When I'm playing fast and loud Come tomorrow I'll be halfway gone But I'm all the way here right now I wish I could tell you Just how beautiful she feels I wish I could tell you I've been With her all these years I wish I could tell you She'll come back for me one day But she's in a better place And I'm stuck here In the sunshine state The sunshine state The sunshine state The sunshine state