Close My Eyes

When I close my eyes I see it different My world twisted Still I keep on sippin Where the weed at Let me twist it My dawg said that I had to get it Stop the wishing I can't lose the vision Gotta keep my head right on the pivot I come out the trenches I don't never need a crutch You ain't really talkin nothin if it ain't about a buck I still remember she ain't give me play because I ride the bus I hope that I don't see that bitch when I pull up in a bus I woke up from a night of drinkin I'm back at it Roll some weed up at my time of wake It's a bad habit Wipe the crust right out my eyes And I just get to the rappin I stay living out my dreams This music really make magic I be bungee jumping into another realm And bring it to reality So I could show you what I'm thinking actually No I don't think it rationally But know that this is actually me I got my reasons for it all But you gon see when we actually meet Nobody was fucking with me When I was doing my thang I know they was looking at me And know they thought I was lame Damn I hate that feeling When I feel what I be doing strange Still I stay true to myself And proceed on to carve my lane If this is what's gon bring me pleasure Why am I gon fight the feeling I can't be affected by no judgments I know why I did it That's why I don't trust opinions You don't live the life I'm living If you grinding like I'm grindin How you even find the time to critic When I close my eyes I see it different My world twisted Still I keep on sippin Where the weed at Let me twist it My dawg said that I had to get it Stop the wishing I can't lose the vision Gotta keep my head right on the pivot I come out the trenches I don't never need a crutch You ain't really talkin nothin if it ain't about a buck I still remember she ain't give me play because I ride the bus I hope that I don't see that bitch when I pull up in a bus I was getting laughed at for the clothes I wear I was living life I really wasn't aware I was hanging with my cousin Old enough but never clubbin He was straight edged and I love him Always there when no one wasn't He the coolest on the block Did his thing right at the park Everybody knew about him He was always talked about Never had to flex or shine Always had some hoes in line He let me text them hoes sometimes And where he goin ima ride Every moment spent with you I always had some fun Everyday that I spent with you I had learned to live it up You showed me how to be a human by just being yourself That's why I never judge nobody off whatever they wear When I close my eyes I see it different My world twisted Still I keep on sippin Where the weed at Let me twist it My dawg said that I had to get it Stop the wishing I can't lose the vision Gotta keep my head right on the pivot I come out the trenches I don't never need a crutch You ain't really talkin nothin if it ain't about a buck I still remember she ain't give me play because I ride the bus I hope that I don't see that bitch when I pull up in a bus