digital love

Digital love I left my heart on your post You said my cardigan's dope And then we drifted apart I'm second guessing every move Distant as f*ck Am I the person you hope Or just some words on your phone You're busy living it up But do I cross your mind When you go out with your friends I'm in the house cooking up Taking my time with the cuts Still thinking 'bout what you do Like who am I to you Just make it up as I go Our loving language adept I write a verse send a ref Still it don't feel like enough Holding on to what we can't touch I said I'm fucking it up Get overwhelmed and go ghost I'm acting selfish to cope Step out my feelings for once But I can't text my doubts And you're my digital love You were my, you were my My digital love Invested in this daily routine You waiting for me Though we moving at different speeds Right But I like you so I'm trying to find a place in between What I need Reassurance in the form of holding space just to breathe Sigh Sip my tea and roll my spliff, I stick to ritual Poke around the line of boundary like it's visible Alone together out in cyber space with residual Digital love Good for a smile Someone to trust A reason to reach but it's nothing to touch Lost in a screen Caught in the lust It's not what I need And I'm not enough So I'll give you up You were my, you were my My digital love My digital love Fabricated in My Mind