PRODUCT OF NO SLEEP

Am I okay? Nah bro, but I ain't gon show 'em that like f*ck 'em, forreal Not okay, not O.K. Stop fuckin calling me Wanna be alone today Like sorry babe, sorry babe F*ck your apology Broken hearts and promises F*ck feeble minded men If you shoot your shot make sure it's straight You said it was intoxicating, we were both intoxicated My heart and brain going through a separation Deep down inside can't seem to separate 'em A mind that doesn't know how to be patient Return to send Same scenario, over and over again Operator, operator Souls due for an emotional operation Sick of mining, truth excavating Guess I'm a novice at feelings and relationships I feel like shit every time you post a pic Time to deactivate My account right along with it You really lost me now that I'm indifferent Notice the difference ('Cause I'm) Not okay, not O.K Stop fuckin calling me Wanna be alone today Like sorry babe, sorry babe F*ck your apology Broken hearts and promises Man, I should call my mom back or sum'n But ion even know how to fuckin..fucking talk to her, you know Goddammit, like, on some church versus state all day shit Like my mother's never been my FRIEND dawg That's why I'm telling YOU about it Deadass are you even listening though? So lowkey...why this shit hurt so much but at the same time I'm hella numb, like, I really feel nothing I'm an alien Fuckin with my head again 'Nother bottle down to numb the pain Hit me with whatever, all the strains Powder your nose Maybe I should go powder my veins Maybe I should go, back to therapy, feel like I'm going insane On some of Frankie's "Novacane" Get an order to restrain These emotions and lack thereof got me restrained Thinking 'bout needles, sad boi shit BANG! Kurt Cobain Not okay, not O.K. Stop fuckin calling me Wanna be alone today Like sorry babe, sorry babe F*ck your apology Broken hearts and promises Bruh, do you even know what that's like? Nothing and everything, at once? Yeah.. Not okay, not O.K. Stop fuckin calling me Wanna be alone today Like sorry babe, sorry babe F*ck your apology Broken hearts and promises