Losing Control

Chorus - This blood that's running through my veins/feels like pain - Not having you around /things won't be the same - I just want you back /why you had to leave - Im on bended knees /preying god please Verse 1 - I feel alone /with all these people judging me - Like I give a damn /if you f*ck with me - Im on my own /just got some bad news on the phone - I started crying /and ran home - I can't believe the news that I herd - We was just chilling /Playing ball on the curve - You was like my brother /and mom was like a mother - This pain will never go away my brother Chorus - This blood that's running through my veins/feels like pain - Not having you around /things won't be the same - I just want you back /why you had to leave - Im on bended knees /preying god please Verse 2 - Cant get my mind off the fact /that you gone - Sitting in a room /writing raps to a song - This ant right /I'm breaking down in tears - Trying think straight /wishing you was still here - This shit got me traumatized /I'm in fear - Been drinking so much /I don't even fucking care - Took some time to myself /man I'm so scared - I just miss your soul, holding it down till I'm there/you hear Chorus - This blood that's running through my veins/feels like pain - Not having you around /things won't be the same - I just want you back /why you had to leave - Im on bended knees /preying god please Verse 3 - They say I'm losing control /understand that I'm grown - Trying to f*ck up my zone /I take care of my own - Moving on with my life /Its just me and my wife - She make sure I'm aight /no more fusing and fights - Life done show me how to love hard - Treat people the right way /you a go far - Im gonna miss my bro dearly - Trying to sleep at night /will always be scary