Red Wine & November Rain

Life is hard, my dreams get darker as the time goes on and The light in the spark that Pushed me towards you it goes out as fast as it came on Saying life is hard, my dreams get darker as the time goes on The light in the spark that Pushed me towards you it goes out as fast as it came on This that Red wine and November rain Or gin and spritzer it's elixir season clear the pain A quarter past 10pm on a Wednesday My friends, they left to go home but the liquor stayed I hear the celly buzz, the place is reeking purple kush I never smoke no more but love the smell of purple haze I say, "Hello, who is this?" speaker saying that it's you It's been a while and I'm asking you how have you been Life is hard, my dreams get darker as the time goes on The light in the spark that Pushed me towards you it goes out as fast as it came on Saying life is hard, my dreams get darker as the time goes on The light in the spark that Pushed me towards you it goes out as fast as it came on This that Red wine and November rain You telling me you miss me Shame 'cause I don't feel the same I guess it's safe to say that I miss the idea of us But us together never really was ideal for us You say it hurts and then I tell you ditto, kiddo But it's drowned out by pitter patter and this instrumental You saying that the time apart has grown you just a little Is odd because the thought of being with you makes me mental Pushed me towards you it goes out as fast as it came on This that Red wine and November rain You tell me that I'm selfish, I got nothing else to say You should've never turned on me and then hang up the phone I know by now on her end she just hears the dial tone I kick my feet up unscrewing the bottle that's beside I drown inside my drink but float like fish when I'm inside I frown and then I scowl once again you cross my mind I order in and drift away, tell them I'm feeling fine I crack the bag cause celly ring they need a p-no Everything is honkey-dory when I'm collecting that green though I think caring about you back in time was all placebo I'll keep pushing my mind achieve everything that's possible It's all good, I'll be good, that's on God Or on Jah when I do say "Wagwan" I will prove to myself I'm worth the time I put into the world that I'm on Yeah