spilling a princess sippy cup / paint my walls red

You deserved the version of me That stayed in a snowy residence hall That finished senior year just dancing with you through the phone I probably wouldn't have ended it all I should've been better and babysat the things you said Post-showing of pictures of your bruises Post-showing me pictures of the scar you got When you were hopping the wall into the parking lot Outside my house Please just turn around Close your eyes, walk away Don't watch me make this all about myself How about one more watch of the princess movie we made? Where I was your favorite talking kitchen knife That turned things into a slasher when you'd press play On the living room floor On the living room floor On the living room floor On the living room floor And I still stare in the mirror at a person Who was in your life like that's all I am anymore Another abandoned ferris wheel All overgrown and a little famous in your lore Another violet you cut out to plant in a toilet bowl Another cut cadence to perform That's it, that's the joke, that's all I am anymore I would've sold my skin to the neighborhood teenage witch Just to pull some more pranks and get some more burgers with you We'll never do those things I made sure we could never do them Tears on the car seats, we're ruined Rest your head on me I never should've said I loved a band like you did How did it feel doing them with the street scarecrow? He plucked out your wings and left you cawing ''Where'd all my hair go?" Looked up at me with crazy eyes I can't fall for what we saw Another goddamn fable of the last straw Shove me down the stairs to get our steps in We're never finishing this brew, we're only two steps in Snow White, can you bite me right? Can you bite me right? Can you bite me right? ''It was all for you" you can't stop repeating As I'm on all fours, barking up both trees And I can't be this for you, I can't be your doctor I am not your doctor I am not your doctor I shoved your ballads so fucking far down my throat To kill a tapeworm I got from the cleanest person I know I'd take on 23 more If that means you get to put something in paper and send it to my home You said you don't like bedrooms red Oh my god Oh my god You'll hate mine How could you ever fall for my cunty ribs In a place that sores your eyes In a place where I fell for your lies about me being slutty Oh my god, you called me so slutty Oh my god, we can't work together If we're not in the 9th circle of Michigan studies So you arrest me in my own dollhouse And I can't move a thing on my own Handcuffed to the bedsheets When you text me you're ''too busy playing with yourself on the phone" To lift a finger and drive me back to your home You tell me everything, you tell me everything So can't you spit it all out already all over me in this pile of your clothes? Let me at least die in your car if I'm dying alone (I should've, I should've) Told you ''I never even needed the touch of you" Lying on the hardwood where he started fucking you Day after night of damming my eyes Just to wake and still find the sight of you Midst a wanted man sleeping inside of you Feel like a creep, stalking the night you had meth-blue hair At the ball game when I first met you there Now I'm on the floor in a ball, can you meet me here? Am I just meat to you here? Paint my walls red with me If you're not gonna Paint my walls red with me If you're not gonna paint my walls red with me Chew off my head like you're a baby playing with dolls And hairball my body all over the walls If you won't meet me in the VC Fairground mirror maze I wanna be your whole meal to make up for all the times I didn't get you to eat up Put more cuts on my body with your new nails If that's what it takes to keep in touch And you can take my chest and my face And my neck and my legs Eat what you want, then get on the red market My arms are all I amount to since I put my arms around you I just need you to stay in my life You leave, and I can't feel my anything I just need you to stay in my life You leave, and I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything (Let me in) I can't feel my anything (Let me in) I can't feel my anything (Don't you wanna let a kill like me in?) I can't feel my anything I can't feel my I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything I can't feel my anything