One in a Million

Overthink each word I say Strategize my getaway alone So that nobody knows Smoke and laughter fill the space Awkward now so I take out my phone I just wanna go home I tried to be quiet, I tried to be loud I dyed my hair every color and still couldn't figure it out I wish for once I could fade into the background And fit into the in crowd instead of sticking out I wish for once I could be like all the cool kids Be easier to fit in instead of feeling different It's a lonely feeling Trying to be one in a million One in a million, million Trying to be one in a million Spent the time to find myself Finally learned to ask for help to see How hard it could be Cause I looked up and realized I can't relate still most the time It's not that deep So it's just me I tried to be quiet, I tried to be loud Moved to a city of strangers, but still couldn't figure it out I tried to stay nice, then I tried to be petty And I did a few things before I was ready I wish for once I could fade into the background And fit into the in crowd instead of sticking out I wish for once I could be like all the cool kids Be easier to fit in instead of feeling different It's a lonely feeling Trying to be one in a million One in a million, million Trying to be, trying to be I'm so tired of being lonely I can't stand being the only one who tries Stays up all night on wasted time, can't get it right I wish for once I could fade into the background And fit into the in crowd instead of sticking out I wish for once I could be like all the cool kids Be easier to fit in instead of feeling different It's a lonely feeling Trying to be one in a million One in a million, million Trying to be, trying to be Overthink each word I say Strategize my getaway alone So that nobody knows