Flood

I wanna be something that I'm not My hand's always stopping but time's up And everything is a question But everything is an answer But I wish it wouldn't end With nothing in my head It comes back at 2 am I don't think we're even friends I can't look you in the eyes Cause I'm sure it would be nice First impressions don't come twice Cause I made you in my mind There's nobody else in the world now I made it away just to fall down I don't even know you all that well You know me for someone that I'm not I wanna be something that I'm not And I don't know what to say Whenever you come my way But I feel like that's okay I'm not good enough anyway So why'd you leave me in the grey? I can't help but look away Cause I made you in my brain Yeah, I made you in my brain And it makes no fucking sense And I'm hanging by a thread And with every second then Gives me symbiotic dread But the abyss in my mind Makes me wish that I was dead Cause I made you in my head Yeah, I made you in my head And I'm running out of time And my feelings wouldn't die There's a hundred reasons why I would wanna make you mine But the abyss in your eyes Only helps me realize That I made you in my mind Yeah, I made you in my mind I made you in my mind on borrowed time I did not know what to do When I found myself in you And God knows it might be true But it seems I have no clue It's true I knew I had to try From the very moment you hit my eye And I try to speak then wonder why My knees are weak my mouth is dry Why my mouth is dry, why my mouth is dryy-yy-y It's painful I can hardly speak My sentences are far too weak For the flood of feelings in my head I'll remember everything you said until I'm lost again