Fin (feat. Trevon Jamar)

At least let me put on my At least let me put on my tux ya mean If we gon end it like this See I been thinking bout my death lately And that in a couple months I'm up to hit up club ventisiete Back then I prolly woulda Cobain'd maybe Cause I was drink all of the wine from Amy's house crazy The easy way out's hasty and to some that's lazy But you don't know the mental pressure's that comes with aging I mean black is amazing But if I'm being brazzen That comes with erasing of all the human traits of some other races I'm strong I'm tough So bold no fucks At peak physique but what makes us us Are the vulnerable moments Mask it and keep it in motion til my day of atonement Oh yeh Gather gather Hope your hands are rather lathered with soap Standing ovation for the lone great leader of hope Hands clean but I'm knee deep in the dope Hands clean but I'm knee deep in the dope My hands clean but my past dirty One felony four businesses about to pass thirty My class sturdy even though I never watched my peers I left the nest in cuffs she couldn't tell me hide my fears I faced em I can't let no man tell me what I'm worth As soon as that melanin set in I was blessed when I was birthed But nobody's perfect Conversing private when I worship They closed synagogues and churches no services just the Hearst's People dying left and right Its so hard to keep alive The man upstairs and playing fair Please tell me he's joking right I mean like what's the bigger meaning Please tell me that I'm dreaming Every night I'm going sleepless A funeral for dreamers It's not insomnia we woke The society's a hoax They turned us against each other and now we dying over dope Mother's crying losing hope Father's leaving them to show Our future leaders the ropes Hanging our youth while we laugh and make jokes Oh yeh Gather gather Hope your hands are rather lathered with soap Standing ovation for the lone great leader of hope Hands clean but I'm knee deep in the dope Hands clean but I'm knee deep in the dope