It's OK to Cry (Call Your Friends)

It’s crazy my thoughts of suicide have seemed to intensify I thought since Mac died those demons would subside I’m really sick in the head I rather lay down in bed Internalize it instead than to admit I am depressed damn No I’m not hopping on trends I just feel that I’m on treadmills Going nowhere fast but still feeling the pain I feel While niggas signing deals sipping oil with the pills Singing about a breakup and swear they about to kill but chill I ain’t judging I been down that road a dozen Partly the reason why I feel like Fred T dubbed it but f*ck it A blessing came from it it was you I swear that you the silver lining Apart of the reason why I’m even doing this rhyming You been putting in the time in you held me down Got me outta my depression when that deal went south But now I’m back in it giving everything I got So that you and little Maya don’t ever have to want Come here as you wiping all the worry from your eyes It’s okay Thai things will be iight Cause it’s really okay to cry call your friends It’s really okay to cry call your friends It's really okay to cry You ain’t a f*ck up D don’t listen to that man You achieved so many feats man he gon never understand And you did it on your own you ain’t ask for helping hands Gotta shout your Aunty T cause she did the best she can Love We all need it even though we mistreat it Trust homie I know that keeping it in is easy But tell me do that solve shit Cause overtime faking smiles is exhausting Its hard man And they say as black men you gotta be the best Gotta overcome can’t succumb to stress Provide that check But to whom this may concern I hope this helps with what’s inside It’s okay homie they ain’t nothing to hide Cause it’s really okay to cry call your friends It’s really okay to cry call your friends It's really okay to cry stay alive It's really okay to cry stay alive Cause it’s really okay to cry