Save My Soul

Feels better when you go and get it on your own nigga We ain't come to play with 'em Never wanted help, when I was going through my darkest days I really wanted mama' but I hope the money take the pain away I hope I make a change Come from the bottom Take it away ion' f*ck with these people ain't doin' no talking Don't want a bitch who be playing with pockets I'm takin' these drugs it ain't healin' my problems When I was broke I was still being real So whenever I win I would make 'em a promise Always get to it, you know that we wilding Never too loud, so you never would know Never had it easy, but to some it might be funny TJ gone' straight, you know I love my lil' cousin Never lived with "bruddas", yeah I always kept my "decades" with me Member all them days we used to put up just to get a plate Toppa had just called me like Yo bro I had to do the race Where you bout' to go? You know the vibes, you know I'm skippin' states Whenever I was down they never help me, no they count me out Always showed a smile, if they win I never count 'em out Save my soul I was drowin' in the water, thought I seen the Heaven gates I told the Lord im sorry Save my soul Life gets harder, when you gotta' seperate you think they love you But they try to kill you Why they be hating? I ain't even famous Shoutout my mama, she wanted to raise me Love for my pops 'cause I'm the last baby Wanna go get it i'm tellin' the family I swear imma' make it I wanna keep going I swear imma' do it I steady be working So why would I sit back and never do nothing When a nigga could grind and be good off music Weed I overuse it Aunt said no excuses She always took good care of me, if she mad it felt confusing She look just like my mama' when I look at her I wanna' cry Always said she love me so I tend to hold my tears back Had to keep my head up 'cause my heart was always ransacked They be like "yo Winn a stepper" but you know I been that Wearin' all brown 'cause I came from the mud Bitches done said that my hair lookin' rough A nigga who humble got hit with a slug Now he say f*ck it and walk with a drum Feels better when you go and get it on your own nigga We ain' come to play with 'em Never wanted help, when I was going through my darkest days I really wanted mama' but I hope the money take the pain away I hope I make a change Save my soul I was drowin' in the water thought I seen the Heaven gates I told the Lord I'm sorry Save my soul Life gets harder, when you gotta' seperate you think they love you But they try to kill you Save my soul They ain't hear it in my voice I kept on hidin' what was wrong I only talk to God Save my soul I was callin' ya'll for help, I nearly fell off in the deep end