Changes

I got some shit I gotta get off my chest, man Hope y'all rockin' with me It's Dat kid, it's Dat kid I'm Dat kid I'm really feeling me I done been through so much, pain is gettin' dangerous Crazy thoughts, it's all up in my head, ain't been the same since I thought it was for the better, but I'm finally seein' changes They switched on me so fast, it's like I'm seein' two faces Tryna straighten out, like my soul need them braces This the chapter of my life where I stop rippin' out them pages If you can't f*ck with me right now, don't come around when I get famous It really not my fault, you cannot f*ck with all my greatness, greatness First let me get this off my chest, free Troy I wish we would talk more so I could tell you about your boy He a young fly nigga, real talk, he is my joy But he a teenager now, I wish this shit he would avoid My son look at him like a brother, couldn't ask for one better So if he need it, I'ma get it, and I put that on whoever I be teachin' him the basics, like never say never Put your goals before some pussy, cause it's grind before the pleasure I be holdin' shit down cuz, but they don't see the shit How the f*ck I'm givin' all this effort off a even split They gon' think I really am a asshole, they ain't gettin' shit Hero of my last job, mad because I really quit F*ck it, havin' these heavy thoughts, like f*ck it let's hit the block now The stress is so hard, would it be easier on lockdown Don't ask me what's wrong, I'm just goin' through a lot now Everyone just tryna f*ck me over like a thot now Let me get back man, man this shit is gettin' outta hand Finna jump in traffic, I ain't even got no fuckin' plan Bag a bitch the other day, she tellin' me she got a man I'm the real dirty Dan, bitch I don't give a damn I ain't gon' lie man, man this shit is gettin' real This the first time in my life that I don't know how to feel Baby mama jump a ship, I guess she guess she need a thrill Even though I'm on the couch, I'm still payin' on the bills She know shit I don't know, like how I'll really drill Slap a nigga about the mother of my child like I was Will Hope her next dude carry heat, but we gon' take it that far How the f*ck you need some space when you was chillin' with some stars Man this shit is really crazy, man this shit really crazy Man this shit really wicked, I ain't gon' lie, no cap man Man you told me not to worry man, you said ain't nothin' to worry about But now I understand this shit is happening, so f*ck it man Can't really stress about this shit, I gotta beat it for my kid Can't be thinkin' bout the sacrifices that I really did Can't be thinkin' bout the convos that we had up in the bed Or the dude that disrespected and I almost did a bid But besides that shit, I wanna get up off the grid I wanna fly up overseas, I wanna live inside Madrid Sometimes I wish the beef was heavy and the opps would come and slide Does that make me suicidal, wanna see my pops like one more time I used to bundle up emotions, gettin' mad when I wanna cry I wanna talk to mommy and Kim, I wanna tell her I'm alright I got these demons all inside and they wanna come outside You gave birth to a nigga who was ready for this ride Brennan hit me the other day, he need money on his books And it hurt me to my core, I couldn't help my brother cook See the feds took my bro, yeah they really are some crooks Tryna watch them like the movies, tryna read fam like a book But I'm on a straight and narrow and I wonder if they shook There's some things in my past that I hope they overlook Tryna get into some stadiums, I'm tryna get booked If you felt this how I felt this, then you'll really feel a hook I done been through so much pain, it's gettin' dangerous Crazy thoughts, it's all up in my head, ain't been the same I thought it was for the better, but I'm finally seeing changes They switched on me so fast, it's like I'm seeing two faces Tryna straighten out like my soul, need them braces This the chapter of my life where I stop ripping up them pages If you can't f*ck with me right now, then come around when I get famous Really not my fault, you cannot f*ck with all my greatness, greatness