Heavy Weight (feat. Matt McCormack)

I'm sitting here all alone Thinking 'bout the past that I have known Memories of what I used to be Are all that's left To remember me I've made mistakes along the way Things I wish I could still un-say Regrets that I forget The burden that I must accept My past, it's a heavy weight That I'm trying to escape I'm haunted by the memories Of who I used to be What I used to be (Please end this misery) Please end this misery (This unforgiving pain) I wanna leave reality This unforgiving pain I just want to forget The world I've known That trauma still alive in me I kill it, with my dreams No wonder why no one ever loves me I realize that it is got to be The pain that you have imbued on me I can't forgive you now My past, it's a heavy weight That I'm trying to escape I'm haunted by the memories Of who I used to be