Missin' More

I know I've felt like this before So many blessings I can't see it for what it is I'm missing more Got used to hiding feelings Not like they just cared before Make you uneasy I've had friends treat emotions like a chore A bore Someone who has to lie bout who they are Ion trust em to the core Made myself a tough guy from all the scars that I've worn Feel so torn Like my life want be a tree but I'm still stuck acorn They stay that life has been a bitch I never fucked I'm stuck on porn Feelin trippy topsy turvy off the liquor that I poured Not the same like all these dudes who feelin happy once they've scored Made me think that I'm the worst Made me think that I'm a whore Made me feelin like I've been scary cause I'm seeking out some more (Uh) I know I've felt like this before So many blessings I can't see it for what it is I'm missing more Got used to hiding feelings Not like they just cared before Make you uneasy I've had friends treat emotions like a chore I bust my ass to make my money but ask myself if it's enough Don't think I'm tryin I'd b lying if I told you that I was Don't think I've notice that you bitches treat me different when I'm cut Lost the weight but now I'm gaining different levels of ya trust Pretty bitches lying to me say they like me but it's lust I'd be damned I put my trust inside a girl who let me bust Bring me back to all dem days when I was lookin for a f*ck And I don't got one I can give but baby maybe you in luck I know I've felt like this before So many blessings I can't see it for what it is I'm missing more Got used to hiding feelings Not like they just cared before Make you uneasy I've had friends treat emotions like a chore A bore I know I've felt like this before So many blessings I can't see it for what it is I'm missing more Got used to hiding feelings Not like they just cared before Make you uneasy I've had friends treat emotions like a chore