Goodbye Letter

You putting ya hands on me You calling the mans on me Now you missing all these nights you could've been laying on me Remember what it was like the future we planned for it I don't like to reminisce on the past, gotta fast forward To the good days you ain't gotta see me no mo Believe me I'm gone where I lay my hat my home And the good times, to run around being a ho Feeling alone I'm like "f*ck it" you grown I mean its obvious, they probably  proud of us, they thought we made it But ain't no pain like the pain I feel when I'm faced with The frustration, of dealing with you and how you be thinkin I tried to be patient I'm tired of the fake shit I'm not obligated To vibe wit the snake shit Maybe I'm changing Maybe I'm just tired of debating And the fuckin complaining And feelin complacent When half of the shit I say is negated And half of the shit I feel if it's real it's really contagious Like you dont LOVE me Na you never trust me I can feel how the feelings was different when we fuckin Rocky foundation we needed better construction Settling for anything it was better then nothing And trusting the fact that we could've been better then that Now I'm ready to move on, cuz you been ready to snap And I got that type of love Dat You cant never get back I was ya king you was my queen now what was better than that Pray my blessings keep on comin to me Feel like someone wanna get me I cant really trust too many Why My demons fuckin wit me Been without it gotta get it Smoking weed got me lifted Tryin ta channel higher spirits Like Who what and why I'm feelin The way that I'm really feelin The way I really be gettin Fed up Sometimes it's hard keepin ya head up Especially when you got someone that you wanted forever Tox Sick together Now I'm away I pray I get better Cuz You You had what I need Too bad we cant be friends Too bad we had to end