No One Knows My Eyes

I'm a wreck, don't tell nobody I ain't running to my mommy Water me down, make me melt Cause I'm just a silhouette of myself Don't know what happened, where I'm going Hide in bed to ignore the world and I don't know how to cope with my emotions I'm lost in my identity If you track me down, won't you save my life Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes Yes I'm breathing, but I don't feel alive Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes Who do you call when your dreams fade away Cause I wanna break, everything I own Who do you see when you wanna run away Cause I don't wanna be known no more, no more, no more I don't identify with the girl called my reflection She stares at me with fake love, I know her intentions Shows no conviction, she don't wanna see me Why won't she love me, why can't she heal me Why won't she be me Why won't she be me Why won't she be me Why won't she be me If you track me down, won't you save my life Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes Yes I'm breathing, but I don't feel alive Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes Everything I built I don't care about Bury me alive, I suffocate on vanished time Undo my mind that over analyzes (every bit of me) That I try, to rewire, throw me away, break me to pieces I'm scattered around, I don't know where I'm needed Oh I, been through so many clouds Had way too many let downs My eyes roll back My eyes roll back My eyes roll back Theres no one inside No welcome mat My eyes roll back My eyes roll back My eyes roll back Now I cradle the idea that I'm lost til found But nothing good comes from mechanisms We thrive off avoidance, suppressing our pain Who is really suffering, if we hold the reigns If you track me down, won't you save my life Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes Yes I'm breathing, but I don't feel alive Several cries for help, but no one knows my eyes