In Harms Way

In a darkened room I hide from it all Deep down in pain shadows on the wall I spend my days here in my head Every night I hide in my burning bed Rainy days shine on me Back in that hole Where I used to be When it hurts I run away Hold me close in harm's way Want to forget but never will Painful memories haunt me still Rainy days shine on me Back in that hole Where I used to be This bloody battle I can't win So I wait for the end to begin Why, hate, so help me God All by myself in a pool of blood Search for my tears as they leave my skin Suffer in silence deep within Carry this cross under my skin Try to understand this hell I am in Black candles burn, burn in my name I called for help, but it never came I called for help, but it never came I cried for help, but it never came