Road To Nowhere

I can't get rid of my black mind There's still so much pain in my heart An innocent child with eyes so blind This sacred heart has been torn apart Scream out in pain on my darkest day Look with a blank stare up to the sky Stand on the crossroads lost on my way Walk alone as the years go by I run for my life On the road to nowhere Where I go Nobody cares Haunted by endless fear Close my eyes for what I see Wherever I go it is always there This ain't the boy I used to be Fearing the claws of the darkness Crossing my hands above the heart Looking at life outside the sadness All alone and lost in the dark I run for my life On the road to nowhere Where I go Nobody cares Abuse victim as a child Lost in the streets running wild Feel like a reject so out of place Feel no love to embrace Ripped the child out of me This is all I ever could be Trying to find a place to hide To escape all the hurt I hold inside Darkness & silence call my name As I lay me down to sleep All my life I've lived with this shame Cause the one who suffers can't speak Slowly I go into the end of the night I have never felt this way before The light in the darkness turns so bright I shall no more swim for the shore